hellohs.

ferstly, SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILADHA.

kaes, i'm feeling hungry now.
i dont know why.
i've just eaten just now.

kay, i'm going out later.
to west plaza.
wanna buy some stuffs.
and also print pictures.
and maybe tmr, going out wid nana.
but not confirmed, cos i havent asked mom.
hahahs.
i'm busy trying my best for my blogskin.
but i havent succeed yet.
nvm, will try again later.

so todae, wake up early in the morning.
bathe and dry up my hair and bla bla blahs.
den me and bro went to the cemetery.
lucky dis time my leg didnt got cramped.
and we proceeded to aunt's house at woodlands after dat.
ate dere.
den go home. didnt go to granny's house.
cos mom couldnt take the stairs.

hokay, i'm stopping here.
wanna go out.
byes. =))

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
7:53 PM

[[ 30 DEC ]]

SYA TENGAH BINGETS!

aku tgh binget laaaaahhhhs!
try to change my blogskin but cannot.
arrrrghhhhhhh!

CAN ANYBODY HELP ME OUT?
pretty pretty pleeeeeaseee!

anyways, SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILADHA.

byes. =))
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
12:34 AM

hellohs.

hahahs, didnt post for a few daes.
i'm busy lately, i'm lazy.
so now, watching 'the phone'.
at channel U.

so many things happened lately.
only i dont bother to list dem out.
lazy babe.

and bleahs.
so todae, wake up as usual at 11.
and watch my fave. drama at rtm 1.
and kpo2 in the kitchen.
had fried macaroni for lunch.
as well as for dinner.
den laze around.
and sis offered to help clean up my room.
deres soooo many dusts everywhere.
ewwwww! yucky.
and i cleaned the toilet, well, halfwae.
hehehs.

den bathe, yay!
i smell good. =))
den dry up my hair which turns out to be frizzy.
and straighten it after dat.
well, actually, i used the wellastrate last wednesday.
its for hair straightening, just try2.
and so, the procedures are like rebonding ones.
only dat dis is for straightening.
washed my hair after dat, it turn out nice and straight when its wet.
but it became not nice when it dries up.
so starightened it with my hair straightener.
my hair sucks la.

okay lahs.
i wanna edit my blog.
wanna change the skin.
i'm sick of it.

byes. =))

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:54 PM

hollahs.

i feel sleepy laaaaas.
bcos wake up at 11+ todae.
and slept at around 4 a.m yesterday.
i just cant sleep yesterday night la.
turn and turn around.
still cant sleep, looked at my watch.
and i had too much thinking in my mind.

aand so todae, clean up my room.
but, only one corner of the room is done.
the rest will be tmr.
hahahs.
gonna clean the dressing table, the book shelves.
and more laaas.
gonna scrub the toilet.
yay! den it'll all be clean.
well, found spiders just now.
ewwwww laaas.
so better clean it up ferst before it gets much more.
aku pon tk tau amcm aku leh rajen tiba2.
and tuesday, going to school.
to take the free school books.
den wednesday, maybe going out.
but not confirmed, bcos i'm broke.
unless he wanna treat me.
yay!! =))

okays, den todae also, went out to loyang point.
went to sheng shiong to shop for groceries and household stuffs.
den went to the food court and eat nasi goreng seafood.
den bla bla blahs.
went home.

okayys, till here.
bye. =))

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:41 PM

hellohs.

gawsh, my legs were aching.
nyut-nyut-nyut.
ishks, tired laaaaas.

just went back from ikea tampines.
search for stuffs and bought stuffs.
its tiring.
also saw kak farahYAU werking.
she tegor me ferst bcos i didnt see her.
den saw kak sharz werking also.
weeee~ long time nvr see them.
but ferstly, went to courts megastore to meet up wid sis.
waited for sis to finish her werk.
we reached at 4.30 p.m.
and and and. . . . only god knows how long we waited.
bought candy floss, ice cream while waiting.
weeeee~
ramai seyy.

and before dat also, had tuition as usual from 1.30 to 3 p.m.
tuition was quite okay.
did o-level paper two.
ishks, hate it la.
den after tuition, went to bustop wid gerald.
talk, talk and talked.
and he disturbed me bcos he thought i was adoring dis one cute guy.
den in the bus, he was looking at those hot chics.
and i was day-dreaming all the way in the bus looking out the window.
and he said i was looking at cute, hot guys.
i'm like helloh? where else can i look when i'm in the bus.

den when walking home.
helmy smsed.
and bla bla blahs.
crap la he, nonsense!
and at home, tk sempat nk mkn, dah kluar alek.
and bleahs, helmy smsed me by his friend's phone.
and he was like telling me, jgn gatal2 wid his frend.
helloh? why should i even wanna sms his frend?
even if i want to sms his frend, who is he to not let me do so.
bleahs!

okay laaahs.
till here.
i'm tired.
so long, goodbye.
' ' 'syakrazy-.
------------------------------------------------
the only words dat can describe him:-
- hot
- cute
- handsome
- gorgeous
- sweet
and more!! wahahah. only god knows who am i referring to. *evil smiles*

; i scream my lungs out @
10:05 PM

hellohs.

lalalaaaas.~
i dont know wad to post la deyy.
now, chatting wid edely.
wahahahs.

and bleahs, i'm bored todae.
super bored to the max!
i dont think i wanna post much todae.

gawsh, i need to go to school.
i want school to reopen faster!
pls pls pls.
no school = MORE AND MORE EATING.
and i'm getting fatter.
i eat eat eat at times i'm bored and stress.
the more stress i becomes, the more i eat.

so long, goodbye.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:58 PM

hellohs.

wahahahs.
i'm bored.
i'm bored.
i'm bored.
i dont know wad to do.
maybe i should get a cheese fries later.

so todae, wake up at 11.
watched tv as usual.
den had my lunch.
den bathe.
den went out wid bro.
went to the cemetery.
my late father's and late grandfather's ones.
well, everything happens for a reason.
its been the rainy season and todae, it doesnt rain!
its just the perfect weather.

riding bro's motorbike made me tired.
my legs went cramp.
even till now. urghs.
my hands were so tiring.
maybe its bcos i had not ride motorbike for such a long time.
well, its all bcos he doesnt ask me out.
hahahahs.
i prefer his other motorbike.
which is more relaxing and have the box behind.

den went home, watched anak metro.
den rest ferst.
den went out wid mom and sis.
as usual, to compass point.
went to DMK ferst.
for my slippers.
yay! even when i dont like the colour, i enjoy wearing it.
its soft, only dat it hurts a lil'
biaser lahs, belom season lagiks.
and also, heard somebody calling me.
and its fiza dearest, noraini and ismah laaaaas.
awwww, miss dem soooo much la.
all three sooo pretty.
and i gotta admit, noraini maken cantik.
but. . . . she looks like a ghost just now.
hahahs, no offence la.
ate at KFC.
den proceed to timezone.
yayness! i loiiikeee.
played games.

den bought milkshake.
den went to OP.
bought my pencil box.
hahahs.
and went to old chang kee.
bought curry puffs.
den got the donation2 thingy.
donated $2.
den suddenly all the rest came and attacked us.
ishks, tkkn nk donate smuer skaliks.
den bought my donut.

and off we went home.
so now, chatting wid edely.
replying each other's crappy testimonials.
tagging at each others blog.
i did all dat cos i'm bored.
and he alwaes wanted me to tag and send testi to him last time.
but i'm too lazy to do it.
so he gets it now.

and bleahs, gonna get s'thing to eat.
even when i'm full.
huh? hahahs.

so long;
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:25 PM

alohas.

wahahah. i feel pathetic todae.
real pathetic.
dont know why.

wake up at 10 todae.
bcos sis wake me up.
to ask me buy breakfast.
blahs.
bought pratas.
den watch tv.
and tried to do my maths homework.
the corrections and all.
but fucking hell, it just make me frustrated.
it just makes me feel stupid.
it just makes me hate myself more.

and so, i cant do even one qn.
i got so frustrated.
i scribbled and doodled and almost tear off the paper.
and, i cried.
cried with all my nose turning red.
shouting and screaming my lungs out.
i feel like i'm just going crazy.
I'M STUPID! get it?
its just true wad people say about me. haha.

den bla bla blahs.
decided to go out at last.
went to tampines mall wid mom and sis.
to make me enjoy myself before getting nags from mdm shida.
went to OP, pass thru the stuffs from isetan which is like in the middle.
those cute stuffed toys.
made me laughed.
den at OP, looked at the pencil box.
which i maybe gonna buy.
den proceed to level 3.
went to mini toons. look around.
got all so excited, as usual, the bears and toys.
bought sweets and marshmallows.
also not forgetting my chupa chups. =))

went to toys 'r' us next.
and i'm so happy.
i feel so refreshed.
played wid the stuffed toys.
cute laaaaaas.
i wish i can have all.
but i got no money, and not enough space at home for them.
but i still want it.
wahahahs.
mom got hungry, me too, so went to level 4 for LJS.
ate soo much which makes me soo bloated.
at the shop, urban concepts which is just beside LJS.
got many bears! i love it.
got patrick, the cartoon character from spongebob!
yay! so BIG. i want! i want!
den walked around, look at the things.

den went to NTUC.
den decided to go home.
outside tampines mall got pasar malam bazaar.
mom waited at mcd.
while me and sis went to buy eldest sis' ciggs.
den went to buy putu piring, keropok lekor, otak2, apam balik.
the keropok lekor so the tk gereks.
it itches my tongue and mouth. ewww.
the otak2 is just not enough for me.
can i have more next time?
can? can? can?

went home and den i went out again.
walk2 dere and here.
the same route as the one i walked in the morning while going to buy breakfast.
just to search for me kitty handphone thingy.
the one which hangs, the one me and sis bought yesterday.
well, I LOST IT. and i'm quite devastated.
but i didnt found it back.
it rains and i still walk searching for it.

bleahs, i really hate myself todae.
eating is the best solution.
ishks, mcm maner la tk gemok.

so long,
' ' ' syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:41 PM

oh hellohs ppl.

i'm soooooo kinda not in the mood now.
having slight headache laaaas.
tk thn babe.

so todae, nothing much.
wake up at 12 p.m. =)) dats nyce.
just had nasi lemak which i help to cook at home.
den watched tv, kpo2 wid sis in her bedroom.
den went to bathe.
den straightened my hair, play2.
and off i go to west plaza.
bcos it had stopped raining.

so went to west plaza.
saw familiar faces, i'm lazy to elaborate on dis.
bought a pen, for my tuition.
den went to NTUC.
i actually dont know for wad.
but i ended up buying a choc.
den walked back to 7-11.
bought a choc lollie.
walk back home while eating my choc and listening to songs.

at home, did nothing.
except for sweeping the floor.
den have my dinner.
and make my milo dinosaur, all time favourite! =))
and here i am using the laptop.
and i dont know wad else to do.
so i blogged.
and i'm gonna log out after dis.
and its gonna be the ferst time i log out soooo early.
even when its just 10 p.m.
and i wanna 'edit2' my sluar sedikit.
cheyyy, edit seyy.
wadever lahs. ahahah.

and yeah, tmr going out.
and ouh shitty shits!
meeting time is at 1.30 p.m and at compass point.
den off we go to dont know where.
isn't it like so early?
and well, need to wake up early.
but no need to go out so early la i guess.
bcos me and sis dont wanna be the one waiting.
heheh.

well peeps, sorry for the pathetic post.
i know its boring.
i got no mood laas.

so long.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:00 PM

hellohs laaas.

gawsh, i'm still soooo bloated now.
all due to the eating just now.

so todae, had tuition.
and, NADYA GOT DAT SEAT.
gawsh, aku binget hokay.
but only for a short while la.
den mr kamal told us stories too.
and all my kemarahan hilang.
ishks, but tuition todae is FUN. =))

take 39 home wid gerald.
dropped at around granny's place just to buy putu piring.
but its close.
so bought my milo dinosaur instead.
weee~
i had to to take the overhead bridge just to get dat?
ishks, sungguh memenatkan.
and i dont know why i feel so weak.
till my legs were shaking even when i'm seating at the bustop.
and right when i started drinking.
its feels so heavenly.

den went home, change my clothes.
and went out again, to west plaza wid sis.
saw muhaimin and friends.
bleahs, wadever.
den went home.
change my clothes, went out again.
hahahs.
went to compass point.
meet eldest sis at her workplace, disturb2 her.
den went to eat at swensens.
and till now i'm still sooo bloated.
had fish and chips also ice cream.
yummy laaaas.
but we actually planned to eat at kfc when at home.
hahahas.

den walk around, bought my school shoes at converse.
got offer. =))
and the shoe is loose and looks sooo big on me.
and sis says dat my leg is like ronald mcdonald's leg.
wahahahah.
the converse plastic bag is sooo nice.
can put at my shoulder.
it looks like a bag.
and i say maybe i can use dat plastic bag as my school bag.
hahahs, and sis laughed.
its unique wad. haha.

and and and. . . monday going out wid sis and her friends.
maybe wanna watch movie.
well, its a maybe.
if not, we go somewhere else.
also wanna look out for the adidas sling bag i wanted.
which the black colour i wanted is out of stock in the whole of singapore?!
ishks. hmphs. binget aku.

and so yesterday, didnt post bcos i'm lazy.
i was about to post when i decided to make cheese fries.
den by the time i finished cooking, ju-on 2 at channel u had started.
so, i decided not to post.
hahahs.

yesterday, bathe den went out to west plaza.
went to post the letter.
saw faiz and friends.
and he's alwaes asking me the same qn as usual.
"gi mane?"
hahahs, everywhere i go i'll see him.
muker poster, hahahs. cheyy.
dat time i go geylang also see him.
ishks.
bleahs.
also before going out, hang the clothes outside house.
to leave it dry.
and and and. . . . GUESS WHADD?
i found an unknown G-string and panties at the 'gala'.
hahahs, i wonder whose is dat?
skalik my panties the one i've been searching for tak jumper bcos kene mcm gituk tk.
the ones ppl take and switch it to others houses' laundry.
ishks3.

den at home, chat wid edely.
huhu, edely, ure trick on me FAILED.
wahahah. belo.

fine, gtg now.
so long, goodbye.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:19 PM

hokays.

a big opposite YAY for me.
because now, my hair is already hitam pekat.
goodbye red, blonde and dont know wad else.
mostly, my fringe's colour. awwwwwww.
=(((((((
but nvm, it'll fade away a lil' by the time school reopens.
and it wont be sooooo pekat.
dye it dis morning, by the help of sis.

after dying, have my lunch, fried macaroni.
tried my hw again.
and i manage to do just another qn.
den bleahs.
bathe, washed my hair. ishks.
shampoo-ed it for THREE times.
the ferst and second time doesnt work.
deres still soo much black hair dye in my hair.
so i washed it till its super clean.
and it took me a total of 1 hr in the bathroom.

after bathing, wear my p.e shirt and skirt and went to school.
stopped by 7-11 for a chupa chups.
den walked again.
saw faiz and his friend.
ferst he asked me, "go whr?"
den i say, school.
den he asked again, " whr ________?"
ishks, out of many names, why him?
many other persons he can ask about, why him?
but i got to admit he's cute, only dat he's a lil' annoying when it comes to the part he disturbs me.
hahahahhs. =))
and after i answered, i walked away.

got to school, bla bla bla.
they say the letter is actually to be sent back to the company itself.
ishks, buat penat jeks gi skola.
den waited for sis at west plaza.
waited so long, and i'm oh-so-bored.
but actually, she's already at NTUC.
so i went dere.
and buy stuffs for tmr's mee rebos.
yummy lahs!

okay lahs. having tuition later at night.
urghs.
so long, goodbye.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:56 PM

ouhs hellohs.

kinda fucked up now.
did my tuition's maths homework just now.
its sec 3 work.
and and and. . . . i only managed to do just ONE question.
and i cant do the rest.
gawsh, WAD'S HAPPENING TO MY BRAIN?!?
i used to be quite okay in maths.
and now? i cant do many questions!
i even failed my maths.
i cant believe it.
wad happened to my maths?
and tmr, mdm shida is shure gonna nag a lot.
she'll say dat i didnt bother to try the questions.
but helloh? i tried until i scribbled all over the paper.
fucking hell lahs.

and so, about todae.
went out wid mom and sis.
went to white sands.
saw haziq and bakar.
but only bakar saw and smiled at me.
ferstly, went to bank, to deposit the cheque of my insurance.
took a picture with the bugs bunny statue thingy before dat.
its about the time i fell down and was sent to the hospital.
bleahs.
den went to NTUC, bought groceries.
and after dat, went to mcdonalds.
saw vanessa working, wanted to smile at her.
but scared she didnt recognise me so i didnt.
but at last, she's the one 'psssst-ing' at me.
and at last, we smiled at each other.
so she did recognise me. =))
weeeee~ i'm happy.
den saw mrs khiu. hahahahs.

so tmr, sis gonna help me dye my hair back to black. =((
even its kinda early before school reopens.
but its my choice, surprisingly.
so dat my hair wont be so damn HITAM PEKAT.
at least its gonna get a lil' brownish as each day passes by.
and anyway, my current hair colour aint dat nice laaaa.
the colours is like everywhere.
and after dat, i'm gonna bathe.
and den proceed to school.
need to hand in some stuffs to the general office.
at least i dont need to spray my hair black anymore.
its troublesome.

den tmr night, got tuition.
urghs, wadever, gonna get nagging from mdm shida.
and when going back home time, so the tak gereks.
if i wanna open song at my handphone also, tk gereks.
bcos. . . . . . my handphone's speaker kinda spoilt!
BOOOOO! fuckk laaaahs!!!!!!!! puki!
the song gonna sound differently from the original.
and gonna have those 'additional' sounds in.
its annoying to hear it like dat.
i want a new handphone pleeeeaseee!
and i also badly need a new pair of slippers pleeeeaseeee!
my slippers is already sooooo the burok.
and the other pair is sooooo the slippery.
and tkkn kluar nk kai high heels? giler pe?!

fine laaaahs, i'm soooo DAMN BINGET now.
only food can cools me down.
i'll try those maths questions again tmr.
i wanna make cheese fries!
muahahahahs.
SYA TGH BINGET LAHS.

so long and goodbye.
=(((((((((((((( hair's gonna be black.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
8:48 PM

hollahs.

wakakas.
just finished reading mar darl's blog for the last time.
awwwww, bcos she's deleting it.
and she have deleted it already, i guess.
cant read her blog anymore.
she's deleting it due to some reasons.
ahacks!
and she says dat she'll start a new blog when she feels like it.
and and and. . . marco just created a blog.
but he's not telling me the url yet.
cos he say's its still new and still not nice.
awwww, tell me when u're done. ;)
i love reading ppl's blog. =))
even a cat's blog? hahahs.

also just now, right when i sign in to friendster.
saw eleanor's profile thing or wadever.
and the pic is of her and tawfeiq.
ouh tawfeiq. . . . . =((
i miss him sooooo much when i look at dat pic.
i really really really feel like crying my heart out.
screaming away all the pain i had kept in my heart.
gawsh, wads so special about him?
its been more than a year and i still think about him.
c'mon lahs sya, move on.
no use thinking of a guy like dat.
he's history laaaa.
long, long, long ago history.

and ouhkay, todae.
laze around at home.
helped mom cook in the afternoon.
or should i say help sis cook? hmms.
bcos i wake up at 12 todae.
hahahahs.
but i just cook rice laaaas.

den lie down on sis' bed with her.
watching videos at youtube.
those funny videos, scary videos.
many laaas. fun, until i got slight headache.
urghs, irritating babe.
den went back to my room.
lie down beside my cat whose sleeping on my bed.
and after around half an hour, i feel slightly heavy on leg.
which actually my cat is leaning her back on my leg.
hahahahs, CUTE laaaas. =))
she's sleeping like an angel.
so i covered her with the kain and get up.
siap2, went to west plaza.
just to buy fries at NTUC.
den mom told me to buy honeydew.
but i bought chocolate instead.
hehehhs.
also saw natasya and haziqah dere.
den otw back, stopped by 7-11.
get an ice-cream, on rainy days?
yummy.

just now watched PCK.
and Utt's dere too!
hhahahs, he's too cute to be a ghost?
yeahs, he's super CUTE laaaaa babe. =))

and bleahs, now watching tv, CSI.
but not really concentrating on the show.
bcos i'm busy posting now.
hahahs.
and abt yesterday, which i didnt post.
wake up early at 9 a.m.
i dont know why.
didnt quite get enough sleep as i wake up at 5 a.m.
all thanks to my stomach ache.
urghs, dat toilet of mine is soooo DARK.
but dat toilet bowl is soooo inviting.
didnt get to sleep even when i force myself to.
so yeah, still went to the toilet.
and slept back around 6 a.m.

den after waking up at 9 a.m.
mom told me dat she used the cordless phone at 2.30 a.m.
to wake bro up by calling his handphone.
and and and. . . she heard a laughing sound on the line.
she freaked out a lil' so she put down.
and den tried calling again.
and she heard it again.
she quickly put down the phone and decided not to call.
its scary laaaaaas, but who knows.
maybe its my sister's voice whose still talking on her handphone.
ishks.

den i went out to west plaza to withdraw money.
and its raining heavily.
otw back, get an ice cream at 7-11.
hahahs.
den went out again after dat wid mom and sis and eldest sis.
went to bedok corner, but its closed.
i wonder why.
so den we proceed to simpang bedok dere.
had our dinner.
den went back home.
and used the laptop at 12++ a.m.
took the laptop to my room.
steal the wireless internet connection.
got it, but cant get into any internet pages.
and cant even sign in to my msn.
wadever. so didnt post yesterday.

and bleahs, wadever.
gtg.
so long, goodbye.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:39 PM

hohoho. x))

weeeee~ i got my half fried spring chicken rice!
or wadever its name is.
yummy laaaaas! =))
had it just now.
at the tenderbest shop.
i LOVELOVELOVE it man.
but the coleslaw like not enough gituk.
like sooooo siket.
but okay lahs. at least i got to eat wad i want already.

so now, i havent got my otak2, pizza and more.
and ouhs, lasagne.
ouhs, i'm going crazy over food dis holidays!
please laaa, i need school reopen.
bcos i wont eat much on schooling days.
hahahs.
bleahs, i'm talking much crap now.

and yeahs, i read Boolit's blog just now.
and Boolit's a cat.
hahahs, i'm surprised laaaa.
a cat have a blog.
and its Nurul Aini's cat's blog.
hahahahs, i enjoy reading it laaaa.
he's CUTE and 'SIHAT'.
but mine's alwaes CUTER laaaas.

and ifa laopo.
u're alwaes welcome to hug me.
wakakas! =))
i'm ure lao gong anyway.
husband and wife pe.
hahahahs, ooooopsie!
jgn salah faham okayy?
hug me when we meet later, soon.
taos?

and wadever.
i got nothing else to post actually.
so long, goodbye.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:04 PM

hollahs.

yayness! just finished filling up my stomach.
yummy laaaaaas.
ate nuggets and fries.
=))
oooopsie, i eat a lot todae.
ishk, i need help on dieting laaas.

and so todae, went for tuition.
a big YAYYYYYY for me, as i'm not late.
i'm early in fact.
just to get dat seat of mine.
but at last, nadya didnt come todae.
ishks.
and so, tuition was FUN.
wid all those jokes around.
and also another big YAY for me.
bcos tmr's tuition is cancelled again.
if last sunday its cancelled bcos the teacher's getting married.
den tmr its still cancelled bcos the teacher's on honeymoon!
HOHOHO! =))
gerek laaaaas. i wonder when it'll start?

and by the way i dressed up todae. . . . .
mom and sis says dat i looked TALLER!
weeeeee~ yipeee!
bcos i alwaes wear my 3-quarter pants.
and seldom wear long jeans.
and i suddenly just wear my long jeans just now.
they say i look taller.
wakakas! i dont know why.
BUT I'M HAPPY! =))

and and and. . . tmr maybe going out.
wid mom and sis as usual.
wanna go eat my half spring chicken with rice!
yayness! eat eat and eat!
and yeahs, sis made me sooo hooked to dis korean movie, My Girl.
its the cd eldest sis bought.
and so yeahs, kept on watching it.
as it has 8 cds, and 3 hours for each.
ishk. hahahs.

and ouh yeahs, i'm fed up with my house.
lepas satu, satu!
ferstly, a light in front of the kitchen went off.
we bought a new bulb, but actually dat thing was the problem.
den my room's toilet.
we bought a new bulb, it just switched on for abt one night.
den it went off and cant be switched on again.
den now, is one of the lights in my room.
which is the dim light i used for sleeping every night.
ishk! BINGET LAAAAAHS!
dont until my whole house light canot on suda.
wad happen to my house also i dont know.
fed up la babe!
every night sleep use candles.
arrrrrrghhhs!!!!

and also EDELY.
i'm sosososososososososoooooooo DAMN SORRY.
deres many other girls out dere.
which is far more better than me i guess.
u know i'm enjoying life now.
and u cant expect me to bastard you again.
all over again, like from 5 jan till 4 feb 2006.
i cant bear to bastard another guy again.
pls understand.
please please please.
we can be frends like how we are alwaes.
but deres alwaes other girls.

and till here.
sorry to those i've hurt, guys and girls.
so long, and goodbye.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:04 PM

ouh hellohs.

sis is not back home yet.

bleahs, actually i dont know wad to post.
and and and, i feel like eating so many stuffs.
otak2, half spring chicken with rice, coleslaw, pizzas.
and many more laaaas.
ouh no! i'm gonna get fatter laaa like dis.
and i'm kinda hungry by now.

so todae, didnt bloghopped anyway.
watched tv, den went to take a bath.
and out i go to west plaza.
bought my hair conditioner.
and also fries.
and walked back home.
den at home, got nth to do.
so i decided to alter2 my pants a bit.
re-altered the one sis sewed for me last time.
den blah blah bleahs.

just straightened my hair.
dont know for wad?
i'm bored i guess.
but it turned out to be super frizzy.
ouhs wadever shits.
i hate it laaaas.
i wonder how can i get rid of those frizzyness?

plus also, i really forget dat tmr is saturday.
and dat means i'm having tuition, again!
from 1.30 - 3 p.m.
english class. mr kamal rawkks la babe! =))
and yeahs wadever, cant wake up real late.
and i need to make shure i'm not late.
bcos i want dat seat of mine which nadya sat on.
urghs, i'm not gonna give up.

gawsh, i'm hungry seiix.
dont know wad to eat.
so i guess i need to explore the kitchen later.

so long and goodbye. =))

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:15 PM

gawsh, I'M BORED NOW!

i dont know wad to do laas.
and so i'm posting now.
which i dont usually do in the afternoon.
i just used to sleep all the way in the afternoon.
but since sis is not at home todae, i got the laptop.
and and and i dont wanna keep on sleeping all the way.
mcm maner lahs tak jadi gemok!

and i'm still planning wad to do later.
i cant keep on bloghopping all the way till night.
dats a boring job to do.
but one thing i can shurely do is bathe lahs.
as i'm still soo stinky till now.
and and. . . . i wanna change my blogskin!
but but but. . . . i still cant find a nice one.
urghs! fed up laaahs.
i'm tired of searching.

and yesterday night, had tuition.
and awwwwww, mdm shida's taking over my maths class.
but okays lahs, wad to do.
her teaching is good wad.
and so, dini is in my class! yayyyy! =))
but gerald not the same class again.
his maths class will be with the NA stream pupils.
awwwwww. =((
and nadya, nicole, jolinn, raihaan and ilyas.
they're in my class.
alamak, dpt class dgn yg otak lincah2 plaks.
ishkks.

and okays, till here for now.
sya outs!...

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
2:50 PM

hollahs.

yeahs, i'm freaking bored now.
just doing nothing. and chatting wid dzul.
dats all.
i wish deres something else i can do.

and yeahs, todae went out.
went to compass point.
but not for playing timezone. heheh.
went dere, ate at banquet.
den bla bla blahs.
went home, SLEEP.
wakakas. =))
den watch tv.

and now, i dont know wad to do laaaaaas.
searched for blogskins.
felt like changing mine.
as i'm starting to get bored with dis one.
but, not even one caught my eye.
well, actually deres one.
only dat i realised ifa laopo had it ferst.
so wadever, didnt take it.
will search for the others next time.

and tmr, having tuition at night.
gawsh, why must it be night laaaas?
and i'll end up walking back home alone.
laen lahs if got kind soul wanna walk be back home.
bcos i hate to walk alone at night.
i wonder who's my teacher?
and i wonder who's my classmates too?
and its a must for me to come much early tmr.
as i want back dat seat of mine!
and i dont wanna be the usual latecomers.
well, i am one of the latecomers.
every lesson, without fail.
i'm the last to enter class.

ouhs wadever, kinda hungry now.
bleahs.
till here.
tkcr. toodles.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:41 PM

and hellohs.

yeahs yeahs yeahs.
didnt post yesterday.
and my reason is: LAZY.

i've already almost type my ferst line for yesterday's post.
when suddenly, my mind turned off.
i'm lazy.
so i signed out from blogger.
also from friendster and msn.
and went straight to my room.
bleahs.

but yesterday, is HIS' birthday laaaaas.
i wish i can wish him happy birthday.
awwwww, but too bad la.
happy belated 15th birthday to him though.
even when he doesnt actually gets this wish.
i hope he's all right. =))

and about today.
i'm tired, superrrr tired.
woke up late. den watched tv.
den laze around.
and lie down on my bed.
and all of a sudden, i fell asleep again.
bleahs.
wake up again, den went to bathe.
go cycle on my new bike.
went to pasir ris park only.
sat by the beach, which is not so clean.
the sight is also not making me pleasant.
but overall, okay lahs.
i just sit dere for fun.

saw some cats.
played wid them.
den cycled back home around 6+.
its so hot laaas.
and i'm tired.
went home, sat on my bed.
watch tv, fall asleep for 5 mins.

den went to west plaza.
actually, i also dont know for wad.
just decided to go.
so bought the fries, which is SALTY.
urghs.
and my coke.
and sis' twiggies.
den walked back home.

bleahs. i dont know wad to do now.
should i just go to sleep?
wadever shits.
next time, would anybody go cycling wid me?

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
11:00 PM

okayys peeps.

i'm feeling much better now.
after all those medicines being eaten.

as for today, had tuition, english class.
as usual laaaahs, I'M LATE.
and YAYYYYYYYY!
mr kamal is still teaching me english.
mr kamal rawwkkkks big time!
and yeahs, nadya joined in again.
raihaan is still in.
plus 3 other unknown students, farah, syafiq and muhammad.
bleahs~
gerald didnt turn up.

and and and. . . . after dat went home.
blahs blahs blahs. =))

gawsshh, 2eb's having class BBQ tmr lahs.
weeeee~ but i cant go. =((
hmphs. sorry guys.
have fun though.
but tmr's going out wid bro.
going cycling.
bro say maybe to changi, or even east coast.
and if we're cycling to east coast.
insya'allah, i'll drop by at the BBQ.

okays. till here.
tkcr. toodles.

x[syakrazy]x

; i scream my lungs out @
10:00 PM

wollahs peeps.

didnt post for the last two daes.
as i'm really really really sicked.
i just sat at home and sleep the whole dae.

well yeahs, on wednesday.
felt much worst than the dae before.
shivered all the way.
checked my temperature and its around 40 degrees celcius.
also kept on coughing, until my whole body is too weak.
and my legs cant really balance myself.
so no choice, forced myself to the clinic.
and after dat, go home.
eat my medicine and straightaway go to sleep.
den bla bla blahs.

yesterday was 30th november.
and yeahs, mom and sis and me went to ikea tampines.
i still go eventhough i'm sick.
its BIG. and its PACKED with people.
ramai gilerrrrr babe.
so walked around.
i feel so weak and feel like falling down soon.
but i tried and tried to tahan.
yeahs, its all bcos i didnt eat anything since morning.
and reached home, changed my clothes.
and quickly get hid under the blanket and sleep.

and as for todae, feeling much better.
fever's going away soon.
only dis flu and cough is bugging me.
its annoying laaaa. kept on coughing non-stop.
and my voice SENGAO bcos of my flu.
ishkkkkk. HATE IT LAHS.

and and and. . . . awwwwww.
tuitions starts tmr.
luckily not in the morning anymore.
its from 1.30 - 3 p.m.

ok. till here.

; i scream my lungs out @
7:57 PM